emilyisbored

You know that girl that always dates the "bad boy" or maybe that girls you, well I've come to realise that YOU yes you are just as bad as him!

Going into a relationship it's clear weither he's a bad boy or a good guy. Yea, of course sometimes bad boys hide inside the look of a good guy, their clean cut, shaven, and always know the cutest and most right thing to say, BUT there are always times when the inside bad boy peeks out. Like when he convinces you to skip class for an adorable walk in the park and once you get there he holds your hand and walks you through the park with his shades on so you won't notice when he check out the other girls... My point here is is that you know when you get into the relationship stage with someone you know vaguely who they are, you know if their wild or tame, "good or bad". IT's because of this knowledge that I believe that we're just as bad. We've seen their track record, their dating resume, and when you see that they've been fired 5 times in the last 2 months for company sabotage and treason you should see a red flag. Instead you ignore YOU CHOOSE to ignore it. It is that choice that make you just as bad, becuase secretly you don't want the relationship either. In the back of your mind you know from the get go that this relationship will never last. You simply want a project, your bored and a little bit intrigued and maybe you even think you can be the girl that turns this guy around,BUT YOU STILL KNOW that he's a bad guy! And if you know and you still go, then maybe your just as bad?

Day 3 of My Quest for a Job!!!

Okay so yea I skipped yesterday (day 2) but there honestly wasn't that much to talk about. Not a single call, email, I would've even accepted a txt msg! I feel like one of those girls who meets a guy at Happy Hour gives him her number then runs home and waits by the phone. Then continues to wait by the phone for days morning and night, cancelling plans, not eating, not sleeping, for fear that if she steps away from that phone for one moment it'll ring and she won't be there to pick it up and then the man of her dreams ( which remeber she met at happy hour ) will be gone forever...
Now I like another other logical person am beginning to fear the the worest here... my technology has turned against me my email can no longer recieve emails my phone no longer accepts calls and their trying desperately to call me but they just can't get a hold of me!
Now it's turned into a "He's Just Not That Into You!" moment. Are all of those job advertisers just not that into me?

Cook/August 2
Assistant/ August 2
Cashier/ August 1
Concierge/ August 1
Baker/ August 1
Day Care Worker/ August 1

Yes that's 6 jobs bringing day 1's total to 24!

So now that I've talked about hair and myself and whatever I had mentioned earlier I will now begin my rant on how I will never get another job again because of what I call the I'm never getting another job again curse... yes a curse. It's the only logical option as to why I haven't gotten a new job yet, it's that someone must have put a curse on me.
So let's look at today, today I've applied for 4 jobs, yea I know 4 doesn't sound like that big of a number but when you add it into the jobs I had applied for yesterday it grows. Yesterday I applied for 5 jobs, so in two days I've applied for 9 jobs all of them with cover letters and very neat and tidy and ready to go.
I'm not applying for any magical job as a wizard or anything crazy like that I'm applying at fast food places and NONE OF THEM WILL HIRE ME.
Now I can't seem to figure out what I'm doing oh so terribly wrong but there must be something, I know that the job market is bad here but it's can't be that bad can it? Are we really in such a depression that I can't get a job flipping burgers?(not to sound like a jerk to those who are flipping burgers right now, just remember your one step no you ten steps ahead of me.)
So from now on I'm going to keep a list of all of the jobs I apply for and it's gonna be a long onee I garantee it. Here's my current list...
dishwasher/ July 31
waitress/ July 31
food maker/ July 31
store clerk/ July 31
sales assoc/ July 30
anouncer/ July30
demonstrator/ July 30
demonstrator/ July 30
sales assoc/ July 30
I could go back to the beginning of the week but I'll choose not to let's just say in the last ten days I've applied for 18 different jobs...
I will continue y list tomorrow, and the day after until I finally find a job in which case I will make a list of how I could have possabley gotten hired. Lol!